Thursday, December 19, 2019

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Single again. He was paying more attention to his electronics than me. He wasn't great at communicating. He just wasn't pulling his weight. I was more stressed than happy. It was making me irritated and depressed. Now I'm even more depressed because I didn't want to hurt him but he wasn't even trying anymore. I was getting mixed signals. I haven't volunteered for a couple months. I'd like to again but maybe somewhere else? Maybe. I haven't been exercising, and I even gained weight in the past few months, nothing significant really but some. I was writing every day and reading, but I've taken a couple off. I will of course get back to it. Work is great, I still love it even when things aren't going my way. I've been trying to save money in a few ways so we'll see how that pays off. I want to go to Seattle, hopefully for my birthday but if not I'll just postpone instead of cancelling. 

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