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I guess I have a new boyfriend. He makes me laugh, he's good at communicating. He has goals that he's working towards. He's nice. He has a job. I really like him. No, he's not perfect, but I don't think it's possible to be.

I'm on book 35 and I will finish it today.

Been cleaning and reorganizing the house a bit.

Work's still going well.

I realized I technically write at least a little every day, even if it's insignificant.

I'm happy *knocks on wood* and there's still room for improvement, so I have hope. I also have faith that things will work out.

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Single again. He was paying more attention to his electronics than me. He wasn't great at communicating. He just wasn't pulling his weight. I was more stressed than happy. It was making me irritated and depressed. Now I'm even more depressed because I didn't want to hurt him but he wasn't even trying anymore. I was getting mixed signals. I haven't volunteered for a couple months. I'd like to again but maybe somewhere else? Maybe. I haven't been exercising, and I even gained weight in the past few months, nothing significant really but some. I was writing every day and reading, but I've taken a couple off. I will of course get back to it. Work is great, I still love it even when things aren't going my way. I've been trying to save money in a few ways so we'll see how that pays off. I want to go to Seattle, hopefully for my birthday but if not I'll just postpone instead of cancelling.