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The guy I'm dating is so sweet. Kinda clingy. But I just wanted to share, somewhere, that I saw 1111 with him. It was the second time we were hanging out, and the total for food was 11.11 so I truly feel like this is meant to be. I'm kinda scared, though, because of the past, but that's nothing to do with him. I also sent him a relationship request on 11/11 and of course he accepted.

110319

I've been talking to this guy. He really likes me. I kinda like him, too. They say you deserve the love you try to give everyone else. Well, I feel like he feels towards me how I usually feel towards others. He makes me feel seen. He's really sweet, it's adorable. He asked me to come over last night. I got really nervous, but I did. Come to find out, it was his little sister's birthday party. But even with a bunch of strangers there, I didn't really feel uncomfortable. He was respectful. He fed me. It was probably the best first date I've ever had, honestly. Backtracking a bit, I even turned down this guy I hooked up with before we started talking when he wanted to do it again (and I had really liked him at first). Something is different about this, and I like it.